时光隧道

回忆在 镜柜里
努力练习怎么忘记你
而一个 擦身距离
却又仅仅祛除了过去

原来爱 无法忘记
只是我们尽量不想起
遇见你 仍然开心
虽然最后只剩下背影

谢谢你给的从前
那种我爱过的脸
有些事不需要永远

而你应该听不见
这最安静的语言
我静静的念
我的爱再见

看不到 我知道
就让他留在时光的隧道
永无止境的美好

我会带着
这些生命里最亲昵的重要
温暖的躲在另一个怀抱

听不到 我知道
就让他留在时光的隧道
永远不在被打扰

我会藏好
曾经跟你写下的纯真记号
开心的习惯另一个味道
你知道

Biochem --SUXX...

just finished biochem paper today...feeling relieved...haha...
this paper is the most i fear of...
yesterday just slept for two hours!!omg...broke my last sem 3 hours record for physiology...=.=
after entering pharmacy baru i tau...what's the actual midnight oil~
it is kinda bad feel!!with my flu, sitting in the air-conditional study room till late night,then sleep again wake up after two hours...ZZzzz...
but what to do??i can't finish reading...but at the end still not able to consume all the chapters...left out 2,3 chapters then go for exam...
phew...luckily those chapters i left out didn't come out much questions...
but then still those suck chemical pathways I don't memorise well...so...
what else can I do??up to fate~haha...just whatever~I've done with biochem!!at least I'm confident that I won't fail...ZZzzz...>.<
Biochem really drove me CRAZY!!

I'm so SAD T.T

having pharmacology final exam today...
and once after finished the exam, the head of department came into the class and distributed warning letters--a warning letter for skipping class...and this will be recorded in Fail Peribadi Pelajar!!!
I skipped class for the FIRST & ONLY time mannnn~~~!!!
He scold us so badly and with harsh but absolutely meaningful comments...
A useful lesson for all of us to have good ethics to behave like a professional~
but still...feeling damn sad for this...kept controlling myself not to cry, but some drops of tears rolling down eventually~lol...fast fast rub the tears before anyone notice i was crying on the spot...haha...
just feel so sad and wanna cry~maybe also because i'm just too stressful over the studies...perhaps i'm not happy at all by all this while...perhaps because of first year going to end soon, feeling reluctant...perhaps because of XXX...XXX...XXX...perhaps perhaps perhaps...just whatever...
wondering whether if i'm in deep depression and need to take Luvox as suggested by keangkiet!!~~haha...i want to be happy...but just can't find a reason to be happy..

***To my guardian, please bless me with HAPPINESS***