Monday, April 20, 2009

I'm so SAD T.T

having pharmacology final exam today...
and once after finished the exam, the head of department came into the class and distributed warning letters--a warning letter for skipping class...and this will be recorded in Fail Peribadi Pelajar!!!
I skipped class for the FIRST & ONLY time mannnn~~~!!!
He scold us so badly and with harsh but absolutely meaningful comments...
A useful lesson for all of us to have good ethics to behave like a professional~
but still...feeling damn sad for this...kept controlling myself not to cry, but some drops of tears rolling down eventually~lol...fast fast rub the tears before anyone notice i was crying on the spot...haha...
just feel so sad and wanna cry~maybe also because i'm just too stressful over the studies...perhaps i'm not happy at all by all this while...perhaps because of first year going to end soon, feeling reluctant...perhaps because of XXX...XXX...XXX...perhaps perhaps perhaps...just whatever...
wondering whether if i'm in deep depression and need to take Luvox as suggested by keangkiet!!~~haha...i want to be happy...but just can't find a reason to be happy..

***To my guardian, please bless me with HAPPINESS***

4 comments:

mAd_aDriAn said...

Ya lo.. Being a professional still act like secondary school student... Sometime more worst, act like kid...

Am i correct? Haha... =p

In theory, ethics is very important for a professional...
But in pratice, ethics and money which u can only choose one of them...

Sometime don't care what other people said.. Be yrself...

U will feel happy when u be yrself i guess...

BTW, log time u did not update yr blog liao... I though u forget this blog lu..

JessieLinHuiLi said...

haha...din forget la...jz dunno wat to update sometime ...sometime wanna update but no time...haha...many excuses rite~haha...will try to update more often~but i see someone's blog is in progress liao wor...when can see the first post??lol...
hey...i very PRO one kkk...haha...dun pijak me wor~~haha...

mAd_aDriAn said...

Is normal for u excuses yrself la..
Haha.. =p

I think if u wan to see my first post, need to wait for a very very long time lo..

i just open an account to register the url... Hehe..

Did u look like pro? Not really lo.. =p

JessieLinHuiLi said...

lol...register ady but dun1 post any blog item~Zzzzz...
yea...i not looking PRO, bcoz i m real PRO and look PRO!!wahaha...=P