Saturday, April 25, 2009

时光隧道

回忆在 镜柜里
努力练习怎么忘记你
而一个 擦身距离
却又仅仅祛除了过去

原来爱 无法忘记
只是我们尽量不想起
遇见你 仍然开心
虽然最后只剩下背影

谢谢你给的从前
那种我爱过的脸
有些事不需要永远

而你应该听不见
这最安静的语言
我静静的念
我的爱再见

看不到 我知道
就让他留在时光的隧道
永无止境的美好

我会带着
这些生命里最亲昵的重要
温暖的躲在另一个怀抱

听不到 我知道
就让他留在时光的隧道
永远不在被打扰

我会藏好
曾经跟你写下的纯真记号
开心的习惯另一个味道
你知道

Friday, April 24, 2009

Biochem --SUXX...

just finished biochem paper today...feeling relieved...haha...
this paper is the most i fear of...
yesterday just slept for two hours!!omg...broke my last sem 3 hours record for physiology...=.=
after entering pharmacy baru i tau...what's the actual midnight oil~
it is kinda bad feel!!with my flu, sitting in the air-conditional study room till late night,then sleep again wake up after two hours...ZZzzz...
but what to do??i can't finish reading...but at the end still not able to consume all the chapters...left out 2,3 chapters then go for exam...
phew...luckily those chapters i left out didn't come out much questions...
but then still those suck chemical pathways I don't memorise well...so...
what else can I do??up to fate~haha...just whatever~I've done with biochem!!at least I'm confident that I won't fail...ZZzzz...>.<
Biochem really drove me CRAZY!!

Monday, April 20, 2009

I'm so SAD T.T

having pharmacology final exam today...
and once after finished the exam, the head of department came into the class and distributed warning letters--a warning letter for skipping class...and this will be recorded in Fail Peribadi Pelajar!!!
I skipped class for the FIRST & ONLY time mannnn~~~!!!
He scold us so badly and with harsh but absolutely meaningful comments...
A useful lesson for all of us to have good ethics to behave like a professional~
but still...feeling damn sad for this...kept controlling myself not to cry, but some drops of tears rolling down eventually~lol...fast fast rub the tears before anyone notice i was crying on the spot...haha...
just feel so sad and wanna cry~maybe also because i'm just too stressful over the studies...perhaps i'm not happy at all by all this while...perhaps because of first year going to end soon, feeling reluctant...perhaps because of XXX...XXX...XXX...perhaps perhaps perhaps...just whatever...
wondering whether if i'm in deep depression and need to take Luvox as suggested by keangkiet!!~~haha...i want to be happy...but just can't find a reason to be happy..

***To my guardian, please bless me with HAPPINESS***