This is defintely NOT ME!!

24 hours ago... ... ...

I'm 21 years old :

After 24 hours... ... ...

I'm 18 years old :

=(((

I get my hairs permed.

And he gave me a cute look!!!

***rub eyes***OMG.

O.o

=S

T.T

-.-lll

I cannot accept this.

Please don't laugh at me.

Hahaha... I know it's funny.

I never cry for my hairs, as whenever I look at myself in the mirror, I will burst into laughter too. Muahahaha...

HOW CAN HE DID THIS TO ME???!!!

(Sorry, I can't show you how I look like when my hairs are not tied up. LOL)

People, THIS IS SO WRONG!

The Changing Faces

Our grand UM Pharmacy Night 2010 came to the full stop.
The night was awesome. Even the sponsors commented that they had never came across such a wonderful night organised by students with all sorts of great performances.
Yeah, seriously everybody had their jaw dropped seeing those well-planned programmes, me as well. Of course I did contribute in that too wor~~ Kinda proud~woah.
I took part as the fashion show model with all the other 20 models. After preparing for almost three months, finally we were on the stage with our very own pieces of design. Aha... see, this is my design. =D

Some other great designs are displayed as following. I really wanna to give a big clap to all of us as putting in enormous effort in making the fashion show a successful one.

Professional makeup artists from School of Beauty were hired to transform the performers into City of Hot Sexy Gorgeous. Haha. Here was my makeup artist-Nicole and my hairdresser as well. It was embarrassing that I almost dozed off when she was busy putting those palette colours on my face. Haha. And guess what.. I had frightened her when my sensitive eyes couldn’t stand any longer for the makeup and stream of tears dropping from my eyes. Haha. I’m so sorry.

The 2009 pharmnight.

The 2010 pharmnight.

There I realise I’m here at where I belong to eventually. The pharmacy department, second year undergraduate, who is striving hard for her future. And then I met HER, HIM, THEM, US. The faces are changing days by days but what still remain the same is the soul of fighting, studying hard and working out of the best to excel in everything we do. Yah, that’s the spirit we need in pharmacy in order to survive. Continuous hard work, midnight oil, piles of notes, unlimited continuous assessments which making us suffocating sometimes. Oopsss, how about love life? Hahaha…Sad to say, we hardly have love life with all the notes bumping into our daily routines. Aih.

See, this was during my first year of study.

After traversing mountainous barrier, I have transformed into this… Spot the tired face owing to the midnight oil…I’m growing older mann~~Noooo~~

And then the special girl who I met since I stepped into the world of Pharmacokinetics SideEffects Contraindication DrugInteraction.

And this is how the time did to us…

In addition to that…some handsome and pretty faces in our batch. Phew wee~~

Khairuzzaman-Not available~haha.

Lim Xinli- Still available. In an open relationship perhaps??haha…

The buddy line as well… SiewYan who chose MeiJin, Meijin who chose me, and hengwah whom I chose. There, the destiny links us together. People, do you believe in destiny? I believe what’s yours it will come to you eventually. =)

From the left, MeiJin, SiewYan, HengWah and me

Haha and not forgetting the graduated buddy who is also my very own sister. Yea, mom and dad got two daughters who taking the same course. Don't ask me why. I don't know. Haha.

From the left, SiewYan, HuiSzu, MeiJin, and me

Time flies. We shall appreciate what we have gained so far. I guess everybody is getting mature nowadays. I treasure every moment of being with you all-fancy classmates, caring buddies and cobuddies, charismatic seniors, and innocent first year, wise lecturers as well and all the others special one. Not forgetting the old one, my ex-classmates, roommates, friends, colleagues etc. All these pieces are going to be fitted together into my great puzzle.

Life is wonderful. If I get lost one day, please pull me back my dear friends. =D

Quote of the day:
Confidence is a must
Happiness is a plus
Edginess is a rush

All the best everyone =)

The art of ''express delivery'' =D

Jessie Lin never talks because she is anticipating all the while
until she's being turned down one by one.
She knows what's going on but she just keeps ignoring treating everything is fine.
Even if the problem is being pointed out, she still escapes.
Why she behaves like this.
What could she says?
Everything seems to make sense.
Yes, is her fault that she never shows up.
I assume thing to be this way.
You assumes thing to be in your own way.
You got your own way, and I got mine too.
And there we never bring the issue out.
And some issues are sensitive which people dare not to bring it out.
But those sensitive issues are the vital issues, the determinants of everything.
… Uncertainty …
Is something that out of your prediction.
None of the answer YES or NO.
Luring you to draw a step backward.
Yes, Jessie Lin does always suppress herself during critical condition which is actually not a good way.
She doesn’t get the strength to express I guess.
She thought if she bears everything deep inside her own, then everything will be fine.
But in most circumstances, things do not go like the way as she hopes.
Talk or let time blows it away?
When the time getting longer, maybe I can adapt to all of these?
Until the time she gets this: Adapt to what it has always been the way like this, and which she doesn’t wish to be like this.
The calmness and the stable condition are real or just a cloud which hides the storm all the while?
She really needs to learn the proper way of expressing.

To the angel who can hear her =)

The Starter of 2010

People, I’m passionate in telling you this.

<<JessieLin’s misfortune>> =(

Well, it all started since yesterday.

Scene 1:Saturday, 1100, at Café.
Jessie : Nasi lemak ade tak pakcik?
Pakcik: Hari ni tak ade nasi lemak la hanya ada goreng-goreng je.

Jessie: Nasi campur?
Pakcik: Hari ni tak ade nasi campur juga.
Jessie: Oooo~~
Fine, ended up with nothing, went back to my room, boiled the water and served myself a cup of instant noodles.
1230, good news came. Sister phoned me and invited me for lunch. Yeah thank god although I have had noodles. Following that, we were heading to Meng Kee CharSiew at Glenmarie together with her lovely boyfriend. Rapturous applause to them, thanks them so much, without them I wouldn’t have tried so much delicacies. Moreover, the charsiew was treated by them as they knew I’M POOR. LOL. The restaurant is well-known for its charsiew and gets published in newspapers for quite a number of times as we could see from the articles pasted on the wall. The charsiew is not bad, kinda crispy and it tastes good but a little bit oily. Just my personal view. If you're a charsiew lover then you will definitely love it I guess.

Scene 2:
Saturday, 1630, in my room.
I was sms-ing to order vegetarian food delivery.
Jessie : Deep fried butter prawn rice one set. UT XXXX
Veggy : Today doesn’t have butter prawn. change to what rice?
Jessie : Change to ham fried rice. UT XXXX
Veggy : Sorry! ham fried rice also not available.
Jessie : TomYam fried rice??
Veggy : Don’t have.
FINE. I was giggling. Hey, people, what’s wrong?? What I have done? Do you want to do this to me? Godness.
Seriously, I doesn’t get furious over this, I’m just can’t stop laughing at my "sueyness". Then, I ended up with soda biscuits. Thing doesn’t end just like this. Come readers, continue catching up with my interesting story.

Scene 3:
Sunday, 0930, in my room again
I was sending text message to order delivery again.
1230, a message came in with the content: Sorry, today we rest one day.
Well, fine. No big deal. Instant noodles again. =)
1330, sister invited me for mcDonalds. I rejected since I have had INSTANT NOODLES. And I’m BROKE, haha, no mcD please. That’s a luxury for my current situation. LOL.

Scene 4:
(p/s: Scene 4 will be a little bit long. Please don’t get bored with this)

Sunday, 1300, still in my room
I sms-ed kaisiang to find out whether he can get me some food for dinner. But he was replying late and I thought he wasn’t around, probably still at his hometown. Then, I asked eunice. Eunice also had instant noodles as lunch due to the sudden ffk (a.k.a fong fei gei) and she said she will figure out either to walk or to ask somebody to get us dinner. Then kaisiang replied me saying that he will be going out if there’s no rain. On the other hand, eunice managed to borrow a bike where she and her roomate will be going out to dapao later.

Then, how?? So, we decided to ask kaisiang to dapao for all of us. Two sets of sweet sour pork rice and one set of hakka mee. =) Woah. Happy =). Until kaisiang replied this: "Walao de… I am going jogging. You think I am shopping ar… only this time. You come my house take la when I miss call you. "

We felt sorry for him and decided to settle ourselves. So, eunice and her roomate were going out to dapao again. At 1630, eunice told me that her roomate will not be going, and she asked me to ride the bike. Well, okay, no problem thus, we set the time at 1800 to meet up and depart.

(p/s: guys, don’t be surprised, yes I have motorbike license although you thinks I doesn’t look like knowing how to ride. Haha)

We went out earlier since the sky looked gloomy as if it’s going to rain heavily. We spent a long time at the carpark trying hard to figure out how to overcome all these: firstly, the starter, secondly, the seater lock, thirdly, the tyre lock. SWEAT. Why so many steps eh?? Done, and we speed to reach the destination. Once reached, get order. Everything was done as fast as we could. Just when we were getting done, OMG, the rain dropped as if it intended to get us stuck.

Godness~~!!! It rained cats and dogs~!!! So, we rushed back in rain once the rain subsided a little bit. We were trembling like nobody else since it was damn cold as the wind blowing at us when the vehicle was moving. So, what I’ve got myself?? Yeah, dessert and cheongfun. It seems nice right. Yeah dessert indeed.

Guess what, my ice of the dessert had turned into this:

WATER!!! =.=

I can’t believe that this is my first post of 2010. Thought of blogging about last year and the New Year resolution just before the moment I stepped out for dapao.

Things are unpredictable. I wanna shout :
***I HAD A BAD DAY***
"A" bad day??
Bad DAYS perhaps.

3D animation of Christmas Carol directed by Robert Zemeckis

Having watching the movie Christmas Carol. Yes, to be frank, it was a boring movie for me. lolx. But the wonderful part is it was three-dimensional. Love it!! =) It was my first encounter of 3D motion picture. *Hug and appreciation* Is this considered an early exposure to the coming christmas? Then I wish the coming christmas will be awesome. People commented that Singapore Christmas is great. Can I go??=(

I was kinda blur and confused and had a grim struggle to understand the whole plot as I never come across this Charles Dickens’s classic tale before. There was no english translation at the bottom of the huge screen and I found it hard to catch the conversation. Humiliated. It was like a three years old kid watching cartoons by merely seeing those nice pictures and animation. And I can only have full understanding of the story after reading the synopsis. =(

Anyway, the story is kinda touching telling about Christmas Eve of EbenezerScrooge (JimCarrey) visited by ghost of his former moneylending business partner JacobMarley and three spirits namely Ghost of Christmas Past, Ghost of Christmas Present and Ghost of Christmas Yet to Come who guided him to repent and start anew after the eye-opening journey.

The 3D experience was great. The whole thing was like a motion in front of your eyes and you feels like yourself are truly into the movie. I flied and I touched the snow. Woah. Do you believe that?! But be prepared that you may feel some dizziness as the whole thing goes round and round.

Different versions of the movie posters

Is me in the theater 24 with the technology which makes 3D possible =)

House & Home. Where I found peace

Hehe. Guess what? The clock is pointing at 2.35am.
Why still awake?? Studying mar~~ lolx.
What a diligent girl right??
You're nuts if you think what I write is true. Haha.
Being at the living room of my lovely warm house. Alone.
Haha. Yea, you says I should sleep now. Haha. But I just ... ... ... just let me be. lolx.
I'm sleepy yet strange strength keep me going for this. lol. Blogging~
Haha. Mom just reached for me moment ago.
She was shocked that I havent get into sleep.
And she handed over the birdnest for me. Yea, yummy yummy. Thanks mom.
Spent for a long journey to get home, waited at pudu for one hour for the stupid Konsortium bus.
One hour eh people. damn frustrated over this and I still very dislike that place.
The whole air is soaking with vehicle smoke and cigarrette smoke, beggers and rubbish everywhere, hot, sweating, shouting here and there ''Johor Bahru Johor Bahru, Penang Butterworth Penang Butterworth~~''
Hey, you people made my head so heavy and the bus driver made me feel dizzy all the way. Do you know how to drive properly?? hmpk.
The bus didn't passby my house where normally I can get down at the roadside and walk to my house in just a few steps. They changed route. This is troublesome.
The feeling of getting home is great.
I love the phrase of the song in ending of BOLT, which sounds like this:
There's no home like the one you got because that home belongs to you.
Mom and bro are happy with my return.
Yea, especially the small boy. Why he is so happy for his sis's return??
Because... ... ... his sis is bringing back the lappy and he can online adding those pretty girls in facebook and watch PPS. lolx.
Well, looking forward for the interesting holidays.
Doesn't plan for travelling throughtout this holidays.
Guess it's due to the reason of no companion. Not like how it goes previously where I have my sis as my companion.
I realise that I quite dependent on my sis in some circumstances. Hmmm.... The girl is away, a far long way to the east coast - Terengganu for working. A totally new and strange environment to her. Life isn't easy at that place I know. She can cope with it. Yes I know, because we are the daddy and mummy's girls right. Hopefully can pay her a visit this holidays. Her bf just offered me the travel to reach for her in the afternoon. I wish for it too.
Anyway, it's time to get my mattress and blanket.
Finally I can sleep 12 hours and wake up without alarm.
Oopppsss...nono...have a gathering tomorrow noon. aiyar, can't strike the 12. T.T
Sigh. Whatever. Sleep tight and good nite.
~XOXO~

Towards 21.

Thing changes with time, but the memory will forever be there.
Numerous wishes from people made me feel the kindness, the love, the care from people.
Love makes the world perfect =)
I really appreciate every true friendship that has been built up by the mean of time.
Friendship is meant to be appreciated. Sincerity and trustworthy are the utmost important in building up strong bond of friendship. Once the bond is broken, it is hard to be mend for the hurt, disappointment and sadness that being stabbed deeply right into the heart where you keeps almost everything.
I'm glad that I have a couple of friends who I can share things with.
May be one day we may lose contact, but the friendship will forever be there.
Friends, I just wanna to say
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING.
Life wouldn't be perfect if without you.

The venue.

The cuisine.

The cake.

The figure.

The mummy's girl =)